this chick is not, i repeat not, showing her crotch.

at least not yet.

im so psyched about this season's movie line up. got Harry Potter and Narnia coming out in a few weeks. cant wait

i even bought a full copy of the Narnia chronicles. its about 800 pages but its very easy reading and im sure most of you would enjoy it. alot of it is written down like the Lemony Snicket series... but I don't know who else reads those lol.

Oh yea... speaking of book reviews I just finished Banewrecker by Jacqueline Carey. She's also the author of the Kushiel's trilogy, which is a very very good trilogy (shout out aiken for getting me into that lol.. i think?) it's got a little bit of everything, intrigue, battle, romance, politics, soft porn lol you name it. I like how she write because she always puts a twist on things. Like in the Kushiel's series, a whore is the heroine and conveyed as a pure character (pure in the sense that she did everything she thought was the right thing in her heart and according to her beliefs).

In this new trilogy, the first one, Banewrecker,... Carey poses the question of:

"If all that is good in the world thinks you are evil.... are  you?"

and it just got me thinking to when I was 8 years old.. and this boy was bothering one of my friends. so i told him to leave her alone or else! he didn't so i pinched him and because i pinched him he took a lunchbox and hit me on the head with it (not hard i dont think.. at least i dont remember it anyway). anyway one of the boys saw it happen and told the teacher who then asked the two of us what happened. so i told her that the boy was picking on my friend and then hit me with a lunchbox, while he said i had pinched him.

since i was considered the goody-two shoes girl everyone believed me and even the boy that i had a crush on (bless his soul) said that he didnt see me pinch the other boy, but he did see the boy hit me. ive always felt guilty about it because well who wouldnt? even though the boy told the truth everyone had believed me instead because it was easier to believe that a good girl wouldnt do something like that.. than a bad boy telling the truth. the next year his parents had sent him to a different school, "boot camp" as the rumor had gone, so i felt especially bad because maybe i had something to do with it.

that my actions would one day lead him to believe that the world wasnt right when a person can get away with a lie.. and that a person can be punished even if he is telling the truth.

anyway...i tried to get "The Sundering", the second book in the Banewrecker series, but its all hardcovers for now and they're so expensive.   

oh wellz gnite everyone and may your conscience be your guide.